let it be a history .

Assalamualaikum and hai . Peace no war .

Something happen yesterday . And yeah , I’m bursed . At that moment , I’m trying to curse , to yell , and to speak out what I feel inside . But yeah , I didn’t do it . I hold my feelings , until at the peak level , I can’t hold it anymore . Crying, something that strange if I do it , but the truth it helps me a lot , to clear up my mind , to accept others contras that they have inside .

I try to act normal , but I can’t hold into it anymore . People only listen to us , but they never feel the same like I was . When that things happen yesterday , they do feel guilty . but hey , chill please , I absolutely not begging your symphatize . Just be like as usual you guys do . I’m also a homosapien , like you guys , I’m also not perfect . But for treat me in such a way , how cruel you guys .

Mind your own words before you speak . Like I’m the one who are responsible for everything . Grown up girls , I’m the younger among us . Respect others so that u will not create a new enemy .

Seriously , I’m doing fine right now without thinking any messy things . No need to apologize , we learn from the past mistakes , just make sure that It wont repeated . For give me all those ‘things’ , just make me feel more bad , like I’m the one who make trouble , like I’m the one who hurt you guys .

I admit , maybe I look tougher outside , but not inside .