positive , i can do it !

Assalamualaikum .

Aku kembali menaip . Aku langgar janji aku dengan diri aku for not blogging , til 26 April end . Something happen , and again it realized me , AGAIN . For not talking this nonsense and just live my life right now , is something that I can’t do right now . Allah always love me , I know it . He always make me realized and learn from it .

I’m not a good friend . I’m not someone that you can hold on or even to lean on , though . Even I tried so many hard , I always become a failure . A loser , is me . So that , I just walk in my path , in my way , do what ever that I want to .

Just again , think about the others feeling whenever you wanna do a statement . My little tiny heart , i can handle on it , but the others , please take care of it . Don’t do a judgement too fast , but understand what actually things going on .

Eh eh , I talk in English ! Return back to Bahasa Melayu bahasa kebanggaan kita ea .

So guys , kauorang pon boleh baca , my condition right now . Memang susah kan . Dugaan yang bertimpa , aku  redha and just menghadapinya . Aku dah kuat sekarang ! Being positive , hati pun tak sakit , jiwa pon tak kacau . Cuma tolong , pandang kiri and pandang kanan , buat la statement yang tidak menyakitkan .  

Lagi2 kita nak exam dah , kalau ada yang terluka dengan kita , memang kompem jawab exam pon tak tenang nanti . Semua orang berlainan . Kau patut tahu yang itu . And now aku dah tahu completely , why u act so strange whenever that topic comes out .

Jauh kat dasar hati , aku dah tersangat kecewa . 10 bulan tak cukup , untuk kau percaya kitaorang . Tapi apapon terima kasih , sebab bagi aku singgah sekejap dalam hidup kau . Sekejap je , aku tak layak nak duduk lama-lama .  

#aku terpaksa post kejadah semua ini , sebab asyik menghantui aku jea. Detail story , later on la .