Keep calm

Bismillah.

Currently My mood was not so good. Because at last I figured out that someome whom I trusted so much are willingly to lie to me by all means. I know at the very beginning he said to delete his instagram is an impossible thing ever he would do it. Truthly, I should believed in my instinct at the very beginning. Because he never did something that he claim to do. You know when you realized it won't work anymore. I can no longer able to accept any lies. I'm tired. Till when I should bear with all this things. To torture me mental and physical, I really should put an end marks.

Why, why and why.

Is it that I not deserve any kind of happiness in this world? What makes you think you can simple hurt people that is so innocent? Is it the best action that you can take?

I personally think, I already at my limit. I can't allow any mistreat or selfish behaviour. I can't let myself down over the stupidity things over again. It's not my fault to trust people. It was the people who make me regret for trusting them. Just because I am too kind it doesnt mean you can do whatever you want or ever take me for granted.

I never feel this disappointed. But I admit it, its hurt to know all is that was a lie.

Maybe you are good in one thing. To lie.

I'm not surprised anymore because I expecting this from you. This is no longer a weird thing from you. Because you have done this before and oh my God what on earth that I were thinking that you won't repeat the same action? I really a fool of myself.