Today, 31st March 2017.
I noticing something, something that will change everything. Something that makes me realized that people won't change even you give them so many chances. Allah wants me to know the truth. I don't know how to react to these truths. It just so hurt and painful. Sometimes, I wonder. Do I deserve a happiness in this world? Why life seems so hard. Why each time I want to taste the happiness, it will be taken right away?
To pretend that I was okay, it is quite hard. It tormented my soul. I just can't do this anymore. I am just tired. Tired of giving my trust to the wrong people. Treat me like I don't have feelings, like I don't know what actually that you did behind my back. The true is, I know everything.
Oh God, make me stronger than before. Make me have faith in you. Please, don't let me astray from your path. I am tired with all of this. Show me the way, I also want to be happy.
If you read this, I am waiting for you to admit everything that you have done.
The true is, I already know about that.
I am waiting, until then, I will remain silent.
Sincerely,
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